we were once so close
where did that time go
we were once so strong,
now i just dont know.
the friendship we once had
is no longer all the same
now when I look at you,
all i see is pain.
Pain of the times we shared
and all the time that’s gone
now i’m left to sit and wonder
where the hell did I go wrong
in truth I do want nothing more,
than to just be ONE again
but now all thats left of me
is a stranger looking in.
I will embrace my femininity,
instead of embracing a man.
I will thicken my lashes and
line my eyes to make myself
feel beautiful and radiate
positivity so that when
I look in the mirror I am
happy because I look
happy—not so that
a man will like what
he sees.
I will wear the prettiest…
Its the only thing I have that absolutely no one can touch :)
I hate that I have these memories of him and there is no one I can talk to about it. No one understands. I’m the strong one. I’m the stable one who helps people. But what about me? what about the fact that i can hurt to? I felt the pain that day, I held in those tears when it happened. but that doesnt mean i didn’t FEEL it. *sigh* Tumblr feels like the only place i can complain and not feel bad :-) thanks for that haha
I thought I knew you. Now I can’t find you. Can’t talk to you. You were the only one that kept me sane… Now your just lost.
This is by far the most truthful quote! <3
Somtimes I think about you at the times when I know I shouldn’t. Sometimes I miss you when iknow that I don’t even want to remember you. Sometimes I look down an see what you have don’t to me and can’t help but be glad that I let you. You are my secret. My distruction. My worst nightmare. The good thing about nightmares, though, is that there is always hope of waking up. Always hope that one day, you won’t remember your dirty little secret…
(via teenagerposts)
(via teenagerposts)
